Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Evil Presence: End of the World

The world as we know it has ended. Most people have died due to starvation and disease. I'm with a small group of about six people and we are constantly moving forward, trying to find something or someplace to survive.

We wander through a forest and come across many vacant manufactured homes. I go inside a small camper and find a fridge full of unspoiled food. I grab us all granny smith apples and we leave. There is a dead man lying in the back bed. It should be very creepy but we have seen a lot of dead people over the passed months. We deal with the deaths by ignoring them and moving quickly on.


We reach an opening in the forest. I see what looks like to be a small, thriving village. There are fields of crops and even some businesses up and running. This village does not accept outsiders like us. Every since the first person made eye contact with us, they've all been giving us evil glares. We do not belong here. I can tell they want to cause us harm. We need to leave as soon as possible. It's so hard to just walk away though because we didn't know this many people existed still. We've been alone for quite awhile.


We walk along a dirt road until we see a small farmer's market store. I go inside and find a piece of food to steal and shove into my pocket. I can feel an old man's feelings towards wanting to cause us harm. We need to get out of here. I quickly walk out of the store and we all head through the city. I see that a crop field has been harvested and suddenly I have my hands on some spaghetti noodles. I toss the spaghetti noodles in the field, claiming the field as mine. The noodles are supposed to grow crops. Instead of staying, I find myself being chased by someone briefly.


It is night time. We make it onto the edge of a mountain side where we are on the outside parts of the village. We can see the whole village from our view. We make our way through a field of clothing lines with tons of clothes and blankets hanging to dry. I grab three blankets for us to hide in and share while we get some rest. There is a house with lights on nearby but we are all really exhausted. We try to sleep but can't because we fear being caught.


Throughout this whole journey, there is an evil presence that does not like us. We have to keep moving in fear of being caught and harmed. At one point, there is a man who has power that I come in contact with. I find out that my daughter is not mine and that she must be "dealt" with, meaning gotten rid of. First, I am ordered to beat her with a baseball bat but instead I realize that I can adopt her. Even if she isn't mine, I can still keep her by the adoption process. [wtf]

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Adventuring into Native American Territory

I am hiking through the woods along a creek. I come to an opening and see several mountains from a distance that I had seen on a previous hike but never had the chance to hike them. I decide I want to explore that area this hike. As I walk out of the woods, still alongside the creek, I see several Native Americans camped out. Some people have long feathers on their heads, hung down from a headband. Some people are cooking meat by a fire and others washing clothes.

They see me.

I am shocked as they all suddenly lift their loaded bows and point them towards me. I stop in my tracks and don't move. They feel threatened by me because I'm an invader. I worry a little bit but I don't think they will cause me harm because I don't intend to harm them. I turn around and walk back to the woods.

Later, I'm at a flea market with one large wooden barn/house/warehouse at one end. Everyone I'm with are trying to leave but I walk through the barn. On the other side of the land, I see more Native Americans working in the woods. The flea market is ran by them. A man talks to me when I enter the barn but I can't remember what he said. There is nothing to fear.

All I know, is that I want to get back over to those mountains and explore them.

Worried about the Condom

I'm having sex with this incredibly attractive guy and I'm constantly wondering if the condom has fallen off. I don't want to be pregnant! I realize that it has not fallen off. Thank goodness.


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This was a psychic dream because I woke up with texts from someone crying for help asking about the day after pill. Yep. Psychic.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Realizing I Had Died Earlier In Helicopter Crash

Someone is trying to cause harm to my baby. I am looking for a babysitter and she is kidnapped. The entire time I am looking for a babysitter but it switches to her being kidnapped and I am desperately trying to find her. I keep talking to babysitters who don't seem to really care. I go on a helicopter at dusk with two other people. We are on the helicopter searching for Amelia. We come down on a road to land and instead, we crash. We all make it out alright though.

Later on, while still looking for my baby, I walk passed the spot we crashed in the helicopter and see three tombstones. We all died and just now realized it. We were in shock. It was very eerie and sort of sad because of everyone we were leaving behind.

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Clairvoyant dream. Death + Worrying about child... a few days later, I miscarried. 

Living in Small Room in France

I'm living in France, in a tiny room inside someone's place for 350 Euros/month. I'm wandering around town with a friend shopping. We see a chocolate candy store and ask the local people (in French) which chocolate is the best. They recommend two kinds. One kind is 23 Euros. My reaction is "Holy Shit". The other kind is 8 Euros. I go for that one even though that one is expensive too. I have a huge dessert craving, which is rare for me. I am excited to be living in France and to experience the food culture. I love picking out different pastries at the bakeries. I think to myself, I'm going to get fat. And then I retract that thought because of how much walking I will be doing here.

Later on in the dream, I find out that my cousin is beating his new wife. She is withering away. I offer to hide her in my room. Because I know how much of a scam artist her and my cousin are and because she has a job, I ask her to try and pay 100 Euro/month to stay with me. She agrees and settles in. My cousin doesn't even look for her or care what is going on.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Search for the Guy in Another Dimension

I am in some sort of different dimension. It's a little darker/greener toned but not too abnormal. I meet several new people. One person in particular meets my eyes and we instantly have a connection. He has dark brown, wavy hair and is just slightly taller than me. We talk for a few minutes until I am helplessly in love and have fallen into his arms. We hug and kiss so passionately. I never want it to end. It's been so long since I've felt so loved and wanted. But as fast as it all happened, it is already time to go back home. I am extremely sad but go home anyways, back to my own life in the other dimension.

As soon as I get home, I realize that I had made a huge mistake and need to get back as soon as possible. I don't know why I had to go home but there is nothing for me here anyways. I try to take buses, walk through forests, and eventually I find myself back into that dimension. There is some sort of school where he is taking classes. I search the halls/outdoors for him there. I run into several girls, some smoking weed and they ask if I want some. I decline because I don't want to fail a drug test, as I'm currently searching for a career job. They ask again and tell me it's not as strong so I take a hit. It is very smooth. They were right, it's not as strong. I can just barely feel the effects, which is just the amount I needed to help conquer this desperation.

On goes my search for the guy that captured my heart and soul within minutes.

I run into a friend of his in a forested path. He says that he will help me find him. We walk throughout the area, searching for him. I see two other guys that resemble him but they are not him. I can't even remember his name. It's something like Arturo, but that is definitely not it. Turini? I can't remember... But this friend of his knows who I'm talking about. I don't know why he didn't tell me his name but that didn't cross my mind.

As I'm searching and searching for him, the alarm clock goes off.

Monday, July 2, 2012

High Class Fashion Resale Store

I'm selling used clothes to a high class fashion resale store. It's owned by a very classy, fashion designer. I walk in to find several other women there, also wishing to sell their clothes. There is a contest going on. Everyone has to model their clothes down this runway that is built into the store. For some reason, I feel like I have a good chance. At least, I am really enjoying myself. The whole place is ultra chic and modern. There are black and white tiles on the floor, black sparkly dressing rooms, and red walls. There are mirrors everywhere and very well organized racks of fancy clothing. I walk into a dressing room and put on my clothes. Another girl, holds up a sweater to the designer and asks if that is okay. She doesn't say anything. I know that she originally bought that sweater from an expensive store but apparently it is not good enough for this resale store. I'm not nervous or worried about my clothing, just excited.