Realizing I Had Died Earlier In Helicopter Crash

Someone is trying to cause harm to my baby. I am looking for a babysitter and she is kidnapped. The entire time I am looking for a babysitter but it switches to her being kidnapped and I am desperately trying to find her. I keep talking to babysitters who don't seem to really care. I go on a helicopter at dusk with two other people. We are on the helicopter searching for Amelia. We come down on a road to land and instead, we crash. We all make it out alright though.

Later on, while still looking for my baby, I walk passed the spot we crashed in the helicopter and see three tombstones. We all died and just now realized it. We were in shock. It was very eerie and sort of sad because of everyone we were leaving behind.

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Clairvoyant dream. Death + Worrying about child... a few days later, I miscarried. 

Search for the Guy in Another Dimension

I am in some sort of different dimension. It's a little darker/greener toned but not too abnormal. I meet several new people. One person in particular meets my eyes and we instantly have a connection. He has dark brown, wavy hair and is just slightly taller than me. We talk for a few minutes until I am helplessly in love and have fallen into his arms. We hug and kiss so passionately. I never want it to end. It's been so long since I've felt so loved and wanted. But as fast as it all happened, it is already time to go back home. I am extremely sad but go home anyways, back to my own life in the other dimension.

As soon as I get home, I realize that I had made a huge mistake and need to get back as soon as possible. I don't know why I had to go home but there is nothing for me here anyways. I try to take buses, walk through forests, and eventually I find myself back into that dimension. There is some sort of school where he is taking classes. I search the halls/outdoors for him there. I run into several girls, some smoking weed and they ask if I want some. I decline because I don't want to fail a drug test, as I'm currently searching for a career job. They ask again and tell me it's not as strong so I take a hit. It is very smooth. They were right, it's not as strong. I can just barely feel the effects, which is just the amount I needed to help conquer this desperation.

On goes my search for the guy that captured my heart and soul within minutes.

I run into a friend of his in a forested path. He says that he will help me find him. We walk throughout the area, searching for him. I see two other guys that resemble him but they are not him. I can't even remember his name. It's something like Arturo, but that is definitely not it. Turini? I can't remember... But this friend of his knows who I'm talking about. I don't know why he didn't tell me his name but that didn't cross my mind.

As I'm searching and searching for him, the alarm clock goes off.