Back With My Grandma During Her Last Days

I am with my grandma. She is alive in my dream but going through cancer treatments still. Her hair is still gone/ slightly growing back in. She is not doing so well. We are in a room, where she is laying on a couch. Some nurses come in to check on her and ask her if she can swallow her pills. She acts out that she can't swallow the pills very well. The nurses are going to grab her and give her something to pass out so they can fix the problem and ensure she takes her medicine. She mouths my name in extreme terror. She is so scared. She yells it but it barely comes out because she is "loopy" from all the pain medications. She yells it twice and I see her fearful eyes staring back at me. The nurse grabs her head and shoves a needle in her forehead. She instantly passes out.

I can't handle all the pain. I don't want her to suffer like this. This is so unfair. I don't know what to do. Somehow I know the nurses are doing what is best for her even though they injected her with such force. :/

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My other grandma is comforting me in my dream. I have tears in my eyes. I wake up.

Husband is Beating Me

My husband is beating me. I'm huddled into a corner feeling helpless. The light is somewhat dim and yellow tinted. The walls might be yellow. I can't move because I'm frozen in pain and fear. He has stopped but I feel a strong sense of being defeated. I have no more will to fight for my own life. I will obey everything he tell me to do. I wake up.